I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
Now I'm blaming you for everything
No more holding it in
How many years can I pretend
Nothing never goes the way it should
No more sitting in this place
Hoping you might see it my way
Cause I don't think you ever understood
That what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away
I'm so far away
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
I'm so far away
Now I'm blaming you for everything
No more waiting for the end
Of every day that I will spend
Wishing that I only had a choice
No more pushing you away
Cause I will be busy watching things going my way
Never looking back on this anymore
Because what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
Now I'm blaming you for everything
I'm so far away
Hey hey watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
Hey hey I've been saved
With sun shining on my pain
Getting me through this day
Hey hey watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
Feels so good to say
Now I'm blaming you
I'm so far away
15 January 2008
The happy new year
I began the year very sad because nothing is like I want.
I have a lot of exams at the two university where I study,it is very difficult for me to study for all the exams,but I hope I will pass this moment.
This week I was ill I've taken some pills but I am still ill.
Nothing new for the moment,I try to find a job because I need to work,but the begining is very hard,but I don't lose my hope.
It has passed almost two months since I have come back from England but I am very dissapointed of all.Sometimes I think about a lot of things but I don't find the answers to my questions and this is a big problem for me.
People are changing and so their life,but I remain the same...I belive that I should change,I should do something for myself,something that brings me hapiness.
I am not happy and I don't like anything that I do,I've talked with diferent people but no one is happy,every person has some problemes,I think life is nothing and it was better if (...).
Wish me luck because I need it!
I have a lot of exams at the two university where I study,it is very difficult for me to study for all the exams,but I hope I will pass this moment.
This week I was ill I've taken some pills but I am still ill.
Nothing new for the moment,I try to find a job because I need to work,but the begining is very hard,but I don't lose my hope.
It has passed almost two months since I have come back from England but I am very dissapointed of all.Sometimes I think about a lot of things but I don't find the answers to my questions and this is a big problem for me.
People are changing and so their life,but I remain the same...I belive that I should change,I should do something for myself,something that brings me hapiness.
I am not happy and I don't like anything that I do,I've talked with diferent people but no one is happy,every person has some problemes,I think life is nothing and it was better if (...).
Wish me luck because I need it!
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